“The distance is nothing when one has a motive.” Elizabeth Bennett

Finals are coming up this week... and I am luckily standing on the beach instead of drowning in the ocean!  Life is pretty good, I haven't blogged in a while because I don't have much else to talk about besides school, work, and maybe my cooking experiences (it's getting better, but its a slow progression, but the point is... its getting better).

Today I wore a good friends wedding ring for an hour or so. It was like heaven, except without the pain of a man.  Hahahaha! Just kidding.  I wonder what it is going to be like, you know-- getting hitched.  I have so many questions about everything, but one question is bigger than them all, "Is he living worthily?"

Such a good question.  I pray he is.  I wonder how I would live my life if I constantly thought about living worthy for my future spouse on a daily basis.... What decisions would I make?  Would I be more friendly?  I hope all these things for my future person, and even for my kids.  Most of all I want to be my best every day.

Lately I have had a lot of questions in my life. I know the Lord is there, but some days it is still hard to live and or function all the while taking steps in the dark.  But that's ok... because the Lord knows whats best for me!  I need to accept that and be the person I know I can be.  My motive is more, an eternal home, an especially exhalation.  "The distance is nothing when one has a motive."  So true. So true :)