My head truly is full these days. Life it seems, is in a constant state of change and I am trying to do everything in my power to stay caught up. My best friend leaves soon, and I must confess I am sad to see her go. But this is life isn't it? We grow, we learn, we fail, we succeed etc. etc. and somehow in the midst of everything we determine ourselves to be okay. I am doing okay. I wake up every morning and try to pack as much academia and other desires (which have previously been deemed acceptable) into my day. As of late I practice organ for two to three hours, jam a couple of hours of work in there, and attend class. Boring- I know, but yet I feel slightly intrigued with my current status of life. It is simple yet flawlessly classy in a way. It describes me in a few sentences.
Worry has seemed to encapsulate me however, and everything under the sun has seemed to invade my line of defenses. BREATHE! Grad school and timetables among everything have seemed to plague me, and I find it to be completely exhausting and ridiculous.
In other news, I have yet to find an acceptable third job, so it seems I shall continue the lackluster search for a couple more days, months, years.... I had the most interesting and yet terrible encounter over FB, which was odd indeed. Thus, the quote I love this week, Every adversity every failure, every heartache carries with it the see on an equal or greater benefit." Napoleon Hill
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