Its been a long time since I have actually posted anything on my behalf. A lot has happened, a lot that I am very ashamed of. Grandpa Pyne passed away. I played the piano for his funeral. I sat with him and Grandma in the hospital and for the briefest of moments he remembered who I was. It was a special and great moment, and I hope I can always remember it.
Recently I put myself in a terrible predicament. I compromised nearly everything I have worked for in a single instant. I just wanted to feel numb, and I was already upset and grumpy so I did what I knew I could... and that was wrong. I am so grateful for the Atonement and the ability I have to fix all of my stupid mistakes. I knew what I wanted and what I should work for, and yet I still allowed myself to be completely weak and human. I must pick myself up though, and utilize this Atonement. Heavenly Father has placed people so many wonderful people in my way, I just need to learn as much as I can from them.
Other than that, I now have three jobs. I feel like a complete workaholic and to some extent I am ecstatic that I have the ability to work this hard. I need to decide what I am keeping and what I am not keeping. I need good influences, and sometimes I wonder on the influence of Porter's Place.
I am so grateful for my family and all the support they give me. I don't know where I would be if it wasn't for them!
